I'm upset. [ha, what's new...]
I'm tired of hearing privileged assholes talk about real issues as if they're a tv show on Bravo. Don't tell me shit about White people struggle too and Black people are playing the race card or oppressing themselves. I understand and know some white people who have struggled and go through things. They're born in fucked up situations, have poor living conditions, struggle to get a job because they couldn't afford to go to college, hung out with the wrong crowd at one point, etc. Something happened in their life or some situation put them at a low and they struggled, like for real. I get it.
But what some of you don't get is that Black people aren't born into a 'situation' or have to make any wrong decisions; the fucking color of our skin does all of that for us!
Does every white person owe Black people an apology? No
Do Black people need a handout? No
Does every Black person struggle from the color of their skin? No
Are all white people racists? No
Get your head from out your asses and stop fooling yourselves with lies that you're not doing anything wrong. When you disregard what is happening in this world, you're doing something wrong. Why the hell is there even a phrase called "White privilege"?? Have you ever heard of 'Black privilege"? I think the fuck not.
The KKK is living proof that we have a long way to go as humans, and I don't know if I'll even see the change in my lifetime. Yall, I have a daughter! A beautiful little mixed baby girl that is "at the bottom of the totem pole".
She's a woman.
I have cried about the possible shit she may face because of her ethnicity and gender. Some of yall want to walk around and call someone brave because they chose to change their gender damned near the end of their life, but you have no regards to the true BRAVE souls who struggle daily with things they can't change! Wake the hell up, people. And even my own Black people need to stop judging one another.
How the hell are we as Blacks going to expect White people to give us respect when we don't even respect ourselves? We don't give each other a chance. We judge our own. We don't hesitate to rob and kill our own. But as soon as a white person does it, you care? Get the fuck outta here with that mess. Care about it every time or don't care about it at all.
Sheesh, I had some stuff on my chest I guess…
#racism #blacks #whites #KKK #sexism #society #rant #whatthefuck #life #trump #war #blacklivesmatter #police
Every year around my birthday, I think about where I am in my life and somewhat evaluate myself. You know how you go into your bosses office for employee evaluations or you give employee evaluations? Yea I do that shit to myself. Why? #goals.
But for real, goals! I am constantly making new goals for myself as I achieve them. Beyond that, I sometimes I need to realign my life, mySELF in the right direction to make sure I reach my goals. Some people use New Years for that. I go the less cliche route and use my birthday. It's a day that'll happen every year no matter what; good anchor. I'm working towards the year that I am undoubtedly pleased and satisfied with my life. Not that I'm not satisfied now, but yea, there are some things I'd like to see changed. And some of those things are out of my control. Sometimes, part of what I need to work on is the simple act of just being content; giving things to God and just being happy. I know I let trivial bullshit bother me sometimes; I know that. Awareness is key, so I'm headed in the right direction...
Needless to say, I wasn't particularly overjoyed with the way some things have been going in my life, and I addressed some of those issues today. FUCK do I feel better! I know things aren't going to change overnight, but it was kind of liberating earlier today.
Now to work on some other things...I'll get there & I encourage you to do the same thing. Pick an anchor point in your life that will remain constant. Become aware of your life and what's happening. Are you truly happy? If not, screw what you're doing and make some kind of change; no matter how big or small. Make that shit better.
This one will have to be short, because I have to go to a baby shower BUT ...
I know I've been struggling with fitness since I had Amora and have been looking for something to help me get into shape on my own time. When you have a baby, you don't just get up and go to the gym whenever you feel like it. I have found that solution along with the fucking delicious supplements to go with it. I'm getting my shit together and having tons of fun along the way. I've met new people, created new bonds and friendships. It's kinda nice...ok that's enough sap for now.
We host online fitness challenges every month. It's an amazing experience and you get to pretty much virtually workout with other people and post selfies lol it's a social accountability that for some reason makes you want to make sure you get your workout in for the day. I definitely do. I'm like "damn, I need to take my post-workout selfie...guess I'll get my ass up and workout" hahaha don't judge me!!
Anyhow, I've already lost inches, fitting into wedding dresses that I couldn't fit before, wearing jeans I thought I was going to have to give away, etc. I'd love to be able to share the experience with you and set you up for your own successes and FREEDOM really. Just click GET FIT WITH ME and we'll party on from there.
Is it hard to believe? I hope not, because it is the TRUTH. I have been working out for the past few months trying to get back into shape from having a baby. Sometimes it feels almost impossible, but then I catch that second wind and it's balls to the wall again.
Recovering from a c-section was the hardest thing I've ever done. Birth is fucking rough, I'm not going to lie to you. That's not to say that it wasn't beautiful, but it was tough. After I felt comfortable enough to start exercising, I started doing Insanity Fast and Furious. It was awesome but a bit rough for your first time back in the workout scene. I heard about a free trial for Beachbody on Demand and decided to try it. Back then, it was a 30 day trial, because it was brand new. During the trial, I started doing TurboFire. It was amazing and I felt myself slowly getting stronger every day. I had to modify at first, but soon was able to do the whole video!
By the end of my trial, I was hooked lol I bought a challenge pack which included a year's subscription, portion control containers, and a month free of Shakeology. The shakes are delicious AF and now I have access to every single Beachbody video ever made!! I know...#winning.
Now I'm paying it forward by being a Beachbody coach. I virtually support and mentor others who are working towards fitness goals as I continue to work on my own. We do challenge groups, motivate each other, post pics after we workout, ask questions, share recipes. It's literally a huge fitness family and I LOVE it. I love every minute of it. Several people have joined me on this journey and allowed me to be their coach. I'll share the links below in case you want in!!
Here is my bangin COACH WEBSITE and where you can order your own SHAKEOLOGY
Here is where you can SIGNUP FOR A FREE TRIAL to be a part of my team! If you like it, keep the subscription. If not, cancel! Simple as that. I just would love the opportunity to work with you and help any way I can <3
I know the 2 don't go together, but...
This weekend will be my first Mother's Day, oh shit! It's stupid crazy how fast time has flown by. May 14th last year, I found out I was pregnant. Since then, it's been a rollercoaster of new experiences and emotions. I thoroughly look forward to the future and what's in store for my little family. Now that all the mushy gushy has been said...
It's appropriate for me to get drunk on Mother's Day right? I mean, I deserve it [lol]. I think the fact that my hormones are still trying to even themselves out is reason enough for me to have some brewskies or tequila! I'm just saying.
So, I want to get into buying stock. I don't know why, but I have a feeling I'd be good at trading. I'm sure everyone has that feeling, invests their life savings, and they files for bankruptcy shortly after. I don't plan on doing that. I'm interested in penny stock, small investments, decent return (eventually). If you are experienced in trading or have thoughts of your own, please by all means, comment and enlighten me.
I thought about some things the other day and decided I was giving up KPFB Entertainment and diving in with Chocolate Sasquatch. CS is who I am, what I stand for. I'm this whimsical entity that can't be tied down (I mean unless I want to be). Talk with me for 5 minutes and you'll know that I'm either your new favorite person and should run for president some day.
WordPress was like an abusive relationship. I liked the attention I was getting and how my readers kept coming back, but I was stuck. I mean, I sit here and create awesome websites for other things, yet my personal website was locked up with WP. Ads, footers that I hated, the templates I liked weren't free. I freaking pay for webhosting and the ability to make websites without other people's/company's markings on it. I decided to be free. Free to put modules where I want them, free to change up colors and pictures; just free, dammit.
And as far as KPFB Entertainment...well..that's a sad story. I tried, I really did. I tried to keep it going, have some interesting posts here and there. But it felt forced. Not the content, but the contEXT. Music has been and always will be my thing. My thang. I will just do it this way. Through CS. Through me. No more keeping up with the ideals of being a company and yadda yadda. It was a good experience, and it was a tough decision to make. All in all, I think you will like this edition of the show of my life much better.
There will be opinions, cussing, ranting, venting, laughing, music, debauchery and more. This little piece of the internet is mine to share with yall. Have fun with me and give back some banter, communicate. Don't be scared to voice your opinion on here or anywhere in life, actually. Cigarettes are dumb and Jesus is my savior. See, that wasn't hard.
Now go on, have a good day and remember to come back tomorrow.